TrueSelf - So We Are the Monster's Lyrics

I feel like Im joker always hiding my pain, putting on a smile but of course its fake
I can hear the eerie music as I look at the mirror
Funny how we need look at glass just to see us clearer
We dance under terror, we dance at the dark
We wear bright colors but carry all the scars we joke we laugh just to be reminded that were the broken glass
The pain of walking up this stairs just realize I was much happier down there
Felt like David as I stab Goliath to neck
Found happiness as sit soaking in his blood as if it was my own sweat
Shot three men and found satisfaction life is a joke and Im the caption
Take advantage of my condition
Ill show you strength a bullet in the charmer for those who lost their place
Laugh among the hyenas
Im the comedy king always a crooked smile even when I bleed
Takes balls to laugh when we need to grief
Mentally unstable but a least Im finding me
As you sit there wondering where joy can be
Trueself theirs no turning back now
So we are the monsters
So we are the monsters
Woah woah
So we are the monsters
So we are the monsters
Woah woah
So we are the monsters
So we are the monsters
Woah woah
So we are the monsters
So we are the monsters
Woah woah
Shot the messenger as I hear him preach
Only for wealthy but never the weak
Got me chained up like a dog as your world burns riot clowns all over the street
Your afraid but I'm finally found peace
As I raise from the green smoke with blood on my cheek
Dancing like ballerina who just found its wings
My paint for war has always been me
Your laughter always sounded like screams
Your pain just caused me glee
The meds kept me sedated from who I really was
My moms gone so why I give a f*ck
Found warmth in the black
No one ever cared who I was until bark became an attack
Finally see the person in mirror looking right back
Embrace the shadows between its cracks
So we are the monster's hiding our truth
Blaming the less fortunate
We are the corporate
We are the imposter
We all are laughing monsters