TrueVISIon - Dragonsilk Kimono Lyrics

Red and black, dragon silk, kimono I was going down such a dark road
Pinch black, not a single light post You don't wanna know the things that I know
Lost friends in the deepest dungeon Wasted time, did it all for nothing
At the very least, I learned something That I need to become someone
Deep side, got a little shallow Metamorphized into an asshole
I was so high, but I felt so low
Each emotion hanging from the gallow
Pulled the lever, did it with my eyes closed
Pulled the lever, did it with my eyes closed
Lost my sense of feeling, what just happened? Hear so many voices and they're laughing
Told me soon enough I need to change Or I could end up seeing stranger things
Thoughts come and go like the clouds I just wanna make my mama proud
Saw me then and she could see me now
Her own son in front of different crowds
Not a single soul could believe
I am the way I am I'm just me,
Nothing I could do to make a change
Not a single watch or a single chain
Could ever take away all the pain
Could ever take away all the pain
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Walk around with my eyes closed no more
Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?
I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Walk around with my eyes closed no more
Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?
I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Too many problems to fix, I'm taking my life for granted
I got a heavy addiction and ain't nobody can stand it
Got kicked out of the house see where you coming from daddy
I'm not the son that you wanted, I know I make you unhappy
I heard pride is the devil, learned it from someone special
Even though they above me, I know we on the same level
We still bleed the same blood, grass won't grow in the mud
Before I show you my hate, I'd rather show you my love
Because
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Walk around with my eyes closed no more
Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?
I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Walk around with my eyes closed no more
Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?
I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Sit back and relax, there's nothing that you could do
Keep progressing and stop blaming all the things you've been through
It's a tidal wave of emotion
That takes over my body and makes me feel like I'm floating
I'm stuck this way forever, nobody gave me a notice
I know my brain is damaged and sometimes it's hard to focus
I'm blocking out the trauma, building up the walls
Doing everything I can so you don't see fall
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Walk around with my eyes closed no more
Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?
I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
Walk around with my eyes closed no more
Been this way for so long, that it didn't seem wrong?
I'm just tryna do right by the end of the night
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more
I don't wanna be prideful no more