i wrote this sleep deprived at 6am Video (MV)

Well, my doctor prescribed me Adderall
And now I don't think about you at all
If I can just stay busy
I won't hope that you miss me
You weren't a prayer, you were just a player
Had my heart on a string, but I was a fling
Just a distraction from all your detractions
A toy on your shelf, destroying myself
Destroying myself
Destroying myself
I wanna drink with my friends
But we never quite keep our plans
So I'll get drunk alone, catch some fish in the sea
But I'm prayin' to God that you miss me
My phone lights up, but it's not your name
New faces, new numbers, it's never the same
I play pretend, but the script's wearing thin
In this charade of healing, I'm just giving in
You weren't a prayer, you were just a player
Had my heart on a string, but I was a fling
Just a distraction from all your detractions
A toy on your shelf, destroying myself
Destroying myself
Destroying myself
But now I know that your attention is with
Some other guy that you would rather kiss
So I'll take my drugs and try to forget
But I just can't seem to move on yet
But I just can't seem to move on yet (yet)
But I just can't seem to move on yet (yet)