I be trying but the memories is too deep have me back and forth
Stumbling before i reach there ain't no finish line
Always going back in time wish I could leave behind the things that led to our demise
What should I do how should I move these questions left me blind
Emotions wrapped up with this anger writing out my life
Long nights got me feeling so lost
On a path to my confessions hope I peace it out
Thinking back on the many different that had triggered
Wondering how we got to being here and putting distance
Late night feeling lonely thinking bout how you wronged me
Hoping I can get over it heart growing so cold to it
Even though there's forgiveness I still cannot forget
Calling you out your name cause anger was built up in me
Praying that you was different the devil still came and kick me
Bringing tears to my eyes to think about how you did me
Really though things would change emotions just getting to me
Heart feeling so heavy this love for you is scary
Having to pull back cause all in wasn't ready
Lost love deep within me keep telling me that you with me
Going back telling others that really our love is iffy
Sneaking off in yo phone and seeing the texts you sending
Never thought this would happen and now I'm stuck with these feelings
Hoping one day I kick it like a drug I'm addicted yeah
I be trying but the memories is too deep have me back and forth
Stumbling before i reach there ain't no finish line
Always going back in time wish I could leave behind the things that led to our demise
What should I do how should I move these questions left me blind
Emotions wrapped up with this anger writing out my life
Long nights got me feeling so lost
On a path to my confessions hope I peace it out