And the Silence Is Deafening Video (MV)

I sit and listen to the world all around
Lost in the noise
I'm entranced by the sounds
And granted, I spend a lot of f*cking time looking down
Granted, I waste a lot of f*cking time looking down
Got a frown on my face
Burning self-hatred
How to escape?
In a haze these days
Bet a bullet to my brain could alleviate some of the pain
I'm sedated by an overwhelming sense of shame

I don't wanna save my motherf*cking life
Nothing's changed
I stayed the same
But shit, I tried
Think I'm bout to lose my will
What if I die?
All I wanna do is close my eyes

I don't wanna save my motherf*cking life
Nothing's changed
I saw the days all passing by
I think I'm bout to f*cking break and say goodbye
All I wanna do is close my eyes