I wanna tell y'all about this bitch I met named depression
Most of the time I feel like no one hears my calls
I keep myself busy that's the only way I stall
I get emotional wipe my eyes and then I fall
To my knees I look up to the sky then I ask Allah
How come I ain't make it will there be a second chance
Why is it like my life's on halt cause my dreams show many plans
Everyday I wake up spazzing flipping out just like a rant
Need to hear a different tune my sorrows make the devil dance
Sitting on my bro's stop drinking henny like it's juice
Thoughts running through my head thinking like what imma do
Walking up to greet my love ones they be like man who are you
Nah this can't be tsa you are not the man that I knew
I'm putting trust in this liquor steady damaging my liver
Crying every night so many tears I can make me a river
Every time I hear the word failure it just gives me shivers
Y'all see the smiles but never see the pain through nigga nah
Food for thought but this a plate that I could never stomach
I hate the devil I'm turning into one I'm so disgusted
If it's not for work I'm in the house not going out in public
My future was bright but then I let depression interrupt it
My life is like a movie pay attention to my story
I wanted to be great every since I was a young shorty
I'll give my blood sweat and tears to get the glory
Put in work by myself no one did nothing for me
You got your god and yourself if you have no one to run to
You have to make your days count that's what it really comes to
When it rains it pours but it's days you'll see the sun too
You have your heart don't never let a soul take it from you
I know my worth but I be cheating myself to all my people
I be needing your help look
It's like my life is on the ledge
And I'm just reaching for help you hear my heart it be screaming for help look
I know my worth but I be cheating myself to all my people
I be needing your help look
It's like my life is on the ledge
And I'm just reaching for help you hear my heart it be screaming for help uh