Tshitaki - Hard to Love Lyrics

He packed his bags and took off
I don't think that he'll be back here for a year or so
Sold off half his stuff
The moulds in a pile out front his now empty home
It was hard enough to leave
The ceremony of departure that dragged on and on
He wasn't trying to run
He just decided he was done with pleasing everyone

He said it's
Hard to love you
But it's harder not to know you at all

Six hours away the same day that he left I'm on a highway driving far too slow
The opposite direction
But my thoughts, they ride beside me much closer to home
And there's a scent that's in the air
That something's missing, there's an absence I don't want to know
I wasn't trying to run away, I just decided I was done
These changes crept up slow

I said it's
Hard to love you
But it's harder not to know you at all
Cause it's hard to love you
But it's harder not to know you at all

If I disappear a while
Don't think I've left you here alone
I'll be back here on time
We all need space to run away
We all need time to breath
That's when we learn to fly
You cannot hold the future
Don't be fighting with the past
That's just a waste of time
There's no point in trying to run
I've decided I'll stay present in this state of mind

You said it's
Hard to love you
But it's harder not to know you at all
Cause it's hard to love you
But it's harder not to know you at all

If I disappear a while
Don't think I've left
Don't say goodbye
My place is here with you