Secrets & Secret Places, Pt. 1. Video (MV)

I've been impatient
Tired of waitin'
Walkin' round, walkin' round weary
Walkin' round weary
Walkin' round, walkin' round weary
Walkin' round weary
Secrets and secret places, boxes and limitations
Timing and calculations, destiny or destination
None of it matters, none of it matters he's God
None of it matters, none of it matters he's God
I been so fearful
I can not hear you
Walkin' round, walkin' round scared
Walkin' round scared
Walkin' round, walkin' round scared
Walkin' round scared
Secrets and secret places, boxes and limitations
Timing and calculations, destiny or destination
None of it matters, none of it matters he's God
None of it matters, none of it matters he's God
I been so doubtful yeah
I need your power yeah
Walkin' round, walkin' round weak
Walkin' round weak
Walkin' round, walkin' round weak
Walkin' round weak
Secrets and secret places, boxes and limitations
Timing and calculations, destiny or destination
None of it matters, none of it matters he's God
None of it matters, none of it matters he's God
I want so badly to be able to articulate my doubt
I wanna display my impatience with this process but it won't come out
And yes, I I I question God sometimes
And if you say you never do or did then you a lie
I know I'm not the only who's low key afraid to die
And if you say you not or never was then you a lie
My biggest fear is leaving this earth, without fulfilling purpose first
Like what if he's so displeased with my work
That he sends me back to dirt, how bad would that hurt
I think maybe just the thought of it's worse, but still
Then there's also misunderstanding
That seems to be best friends with people not even seeking to understand me
I'm rather inquisitive and I just found that I'm impatient too
I embody the image of my creator but feel incapable of showing proof
How can I be use, if I mask the truth
Ask the youth, healing my spirit is necessary in order for me to mass produce
I share the same fear as K Dot of loosing my creativity
Cuz I'm positive right then and there I'd loose my identity
This little art of mine I let it shine intrinsically
But no one gets a glimpse of me
Instead they see jewelry glistening in the mouths of obscenity
Cursing every one and thing in the vicinity, woe is my divinity
How dare I look at my salvation as an amenity
God been forgave and still forgiven me but the devil keep trickin' me
Into excepting and expecting the penalty
Little Miss Tiffany, give me your pennies please
Give me your energy let see how many rhymes can riddle me
Every line I see vividly, I got live action imagery
But can't imagine me finishing what God has given me
(Oh Lord, Oh Lord)
Order my steps been my most consistent prayer
How I'm supposed to step when sorority ain't there
How I'm supposed to hop if fraternity don't care
Just throw a sign in the air, you said I'd be the heir
Seems like don't nobody care, I been firing flairs
I been loosing my flair, these burdens to heavy to bare
Feel like I'm wrestling bears, this fight here ain't no fair
This fight here ain't no fair