Tullyxv - Call My Phone (feat. JrodBroccoli) Lyrics

Yeah
My Phone hasn't rung for a while I swear that it's killing me
Messages making me smile I'm reading what used to be
You left me all alone
And you still won't call my phone
Been racking my brain for a cause, I don't know what ended us
Remembering when I was yours, I try but I can't adjust
Not my comfort zone
And you still won't call my phone
I grieve and it's coming in stages
Left on delivered for ages
Trying to wrap my head around all the changes
Little exchanges
They cut me to my bone
You still won't call my phone
Butchered my heart with a cleaver
I never been a believer
Praying to god you'll pick up the receiver
Don't wanna leave a
Message at the tone
You still won't call my phone
Told me let go but I'm clinging
Pain in my heart and it's stinging
You never answer whenever I'm ringing
Got my mood swinging
And it's dark in the unknown
You still won't call my phone
And no matter how hard I try to reach out to you
And show you that I'm totally devout to you
Your heart's made of stone
You still won't call my phone
And I'm sitting by the window waiting for your text
This lack of communication leaving me perplexed
My feelings overgrown
You still won't call my phone
And I treated you with love and care and loyalty
I told the world you were my queen you were my royalty
I placed you on a throne
But you still won't call my phone
And it was perfect like we lived inside a fantasy
But then you had to go and leave yeah you abandoned me
You left me on my own
You still won't call my phone
Because if I can't have you back my heart will stop again
You know I love you and I'll carry on until the end
Engraved on my headstone
That she still won't call my phone
Because I'm crippled by the thought of you not being here
And I'll be locked inside my room until my mind is clear
And I can't leave my home
Cos you still won't call my phone

It's kinda funny
Don't matter if it's rainy or sunny
She's on my mind through every seasonal change
My scattered mental state is hard to arrange
My mind belongs to her, it's trapped in a cage
I spend my hours tryna get on her page
I still remember when you'd come to my place
Your image is ingrained I need an escape

Cos I've lost it
My common sense in the dirt I compost it
My heart is frozen I'm tryna defrost it
She got me trapped in my house like a hostage
If there's a line it's been time since I crossed it
She got me writing her poems acrostic
I don't know what to believe I'm agnostic
I'm feeling out of control like a mosh pit
Because she stopped it
Look to the sky and I pray for a reset
Just say the word and I swear that I'll be there
I miss the simpler days of flirtation
Now I'm possessed with insane desperation
Got a fixation
My basic reasoning took a vacation
That girl can burn up my soul like cremation
I've done enough meditation
I can't be cured she was my medication

I been tryna abandon the thoughts
But I keep on seeing her hand on the door
I keep seeing her shoes on the floor
And I keep seeing how things were before
Just say what you want me to be and I'll be that
What you want me to see and I'll see that
I'll change the person I am
I'll forget myself if that will make me your man
I'm a mess
She got me distressed
It takes all the power I got to get dressed
I can remember the day I confessed
And I can remember the day she said yes
Give a rest you didn't mean it
Yeah I was blinded wish that I'd seen it
Could've been ready if I would've known
That she still won't call my