This beat is how I'm feeling
Dealing with all of these demons
All of these evening's
They keep ordering pizzas
This beat is how I'm feeling
Dealing with all of these demons
All of these evening's
They keep ordering pizzas
They so comfortable
I got no Ethan hunt to call
This mission seems impossible
Been seething since Kim possible
I've even been to hospital
I've eveen been to hospital
They say I'm schizo affective
Mood can be hectic
One minute I'm feeling elated
Next minute I'm feeling dejected
Unexpected and unnoticed
Until the cannabis psychosis
I know this is hard to process
Like trying to focus when your on pills
And your in pain
And you ashamed
Of your own brain
Have you ever
Watched your loved ones
Watch you loose your mind
Right in front of their eyes
Have you ever
Watched your loved ones
Watch you loose your mind
Right in front of their eyes
I would've slit some things
Had I not write some things
I lied, I tried, I died a thousand deaths
But I'd rather be alive with my regrets
Than dead and buried
Another memory
I lied, I tried, I died a thousand deaths
But I'd rather be alive with my regrets
Than dead and buried
Another memory
Have you ever
Watched your loved ones
Watch you loose your mind
Right in front of their eyes
Have you ever
Watched your loved ones
Watch you loose your mind
Right in front of their eyes