TurboLuv - Everything In Me Lyrics

I know a lot of people think it's easy to be me
Just wake up every day and talk to TVs
But I don't care cause I got VVs
If they saw what I was doing, they wouldn't believe me
They wouldn't believe that back in 2016
I was looking through my couches trying to get me a drink
But it's crazier than yall think
They really think that I got everything
They see me with my chains
They see me with some fame
And they think just because of that
I ain't had no pain
And I remember when it happened
Shit hit me so hard, ain't know what happened
I thought I healed all these scars, but it's
Been active
And I remember when it happened
I was crying so much into that napkin
Had to wipe up my tears, this shit ain't acting
It really was you, why did it happen
Like what did he do?
Like what did he do
He did everything for you why would you choose
Another dude in your life?
Girl, what's with you
You got a family to provide, what's the truth
Got me about to cry in the booth
And I don't even think I'm gon' release this
Only reason I made this song was for me to talk about some shit and hopefully I can release
It
From inside of me, I'm just sitting here
Speaking about the pain that I find in me
And I'd never call for security, been working
Out all night I don't give a f*ck who be fearing me
And I remember one time, dude said"if I was rich like you, my friends be rich as hell"
But you don't know how the world works, I got bills on bills, but you couldn't even tell
Cause I be buying things that bring me money
I'm trying to get my kids rich, don't give a f*ck if you think it's funny
And I know y'all thought I was skinny
But I been broke as hell too many times, now I got plenty
I got plenty of food
Y'all might think I'm acting pussy, but I got plenty to lose
Can't beef with none of y'all rookies, y'all don't got nothing to do