Turtle Soup - Knees Lyrics

I want to swallow this lump in my throat
Cause I can't breathe while chokin on empty thoughts
Ash the cigarette please

Now I'm down on my knees
Long walk turned into a slow crawl
Bees on my knees
And I've never been one for small talk

I'm only sayin how I'm feeling
And I'm thinking that I really really really
Don't want to alone right now

I
I'm not alright
My heads spun on too loose
I'm drinkin more
Than I used to
Too many steps back to think straight
Tryin hard to plan ahead but it's too late

I
Don't want to fight
I'm far too tired and patient
I'd like to keep my hands clean
But I'm sick of being scared to raise my voice
Gonna kill a f*ck I'm gonna make some noise