Twonorachi - Heartache Lyrics

I do every..thing by myself i aint got nobody left
I had to..struggle to survive my soul done froze we in hell
Wish i was blind cuz when i close my eyes i see yo face
A thousand..times i pray to god wish i could be ok
Im so alone seem like they left me for the dead by myself
No consideration when i hurt i sat and bled myself
Felt like i gambled wit my soul and it was took from me
Went through my..toughest nights alone they still aint look for me
I never cried maybe why im still tired baby
I had to..do this shit alone to stay alive baby
My heart been froze so many times i shoulda died baby
Feel like im dyin lately swear i aint lyin
These niggas desperate aint no tellin jus how far they a take it
I watched em..ridicule a nigga and ride his dick when he make it
And i swear twon been gon for years and thats some pain im still facin
Im fightin..battles by myself i swear this pain i cant shake it
My niggas died and all they got was verified ina streets
Seen niggas..claim they was goblins terrified of the streets
They sold they souls for likes and comments now they stuck at the bottom
They aint to blame entirely thats what they big homies taught em
God cut his time short left me wit no support
They threw me..ina den of wolves they aint show no remorse
Wont dwell on my regrets lil nigga dont pose no threat
Walk through that..same den of savages they show respect
I do every..thing by myself i aint got nobody left
I had to..struggle to survive my soul done froze we in hell
Wish i was blind cuz when i close my eyes i see yo face
A thousand..times i pray to god wish i could be ok
Im so alone seem like they left me for the dead by myself
No consideration when i hurt i sat and bled myself
Felt like i gambled wit my soul and it was took from me
Went through my..toughest nights alone they still aint look for me
My vision so different i think my soul gifted
I sat and..waited for so long but then my goals shifted
And i was alone up innat cold feel like my soul splittin
Twon left and..i been feelin wrong it took my whole spirit
Tryna manifest a better life its been so hard lately
Every time i..looked to my future it seem far lately
Anticipation drove me crazy plus my heart achin
And im tryna..muscle my own engine like my car racin
I always knew from all the pain that i went through ina past
That i would..get it out the dirt cuz i seen snakes in my grass
You cant relate im feelin pain they tryna level wit me
When i was..prayin for a break i let the devil get me
I cant get my time back until my line flat
I tried to..show em real love it left my mind black
For all the shit that we done did we should have mo for it
Cant believe i..did it on my own wit nun to show for it
I do every..thing by myself i aint got nobody left
I had to..struggle to survive my soul done froze we in hell
Wish i was blind cuz when i close my eyes i see yo face
A thousand..times i pray to god wish i could be ok
Im so alone seem like they left me for the dead by myself
No consideration when i hurt i sat and bled myself
Felt like i gambled wit my soul and it was took from me
Went through my..toughest nights alone they still aint look for me