TXYLXR - alxne in the rain Lyrics

Oh, oh
I can never seem to fit in (oh)
At this point, I wanna stop living (wanna stop living)
Don't think I'll ever have the strength for committing (strength for committing)
Nothing in this life is ever gon' be fulfilling (gon' be fulfilling)
Numb to all feeling (all feeling)
I caught the devil stealing
My soul, he be dealing (he stole my soul)
Show me the real you with the weapons you're concealing
I will never finish healing (never finish healing)
Sit alone in the rain
I'm in so much pain (in so much pain)
It's driving me insane
Lie alone in the rain
Hoping to relieve the pain
With a bullet to the brain
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna feel this way
I suffer, suffocate
In my pain every day
I know that I'm not okay
But it won't go away (won't go away)
Write sad songs, no sleeping (oh)
The next one got me weeping
Happiness is all I'm seeking
Onto this page, I am bleeding
When I should be dreaming
Sad shit, I'm repeating
On my knees, I'm pleading
For my heart to stop beating
To simply stop breathing
Oxygen levels start depleting (oh)
Sit alone in the rain
I'm in so much pain
It's driving me insane
Lie alone in the rain
Hoping to relieve the pain
With a bullet to the brain
I don't wanna feel this pain
I don't wanna feel this way
I suffer, suffocate
In my pain every day
I know that I'm not okay
But it won't go away
All these drugs they be lacing (all these drugs)
All these drugs they be taking
Got me thinking lately
My thoughts, they intimidate me
My demons, they imitate me (imitate me)
My mood pulled down like gravity (gravity)
Deserve to be alone in the rain
So leave me be
(I deserve to be alone in the rain)
(In the rain, in the rain, in the rain)
(Yeah)
(Goodbye)