TXYLXR - i'm (br)xk(en) Lyrics

Feeling like a burden all the time
Got me feeling like I committed a crime
Others are living their lives
Feeling in their prime

I'm okay
I'm okay
But I'm not okay
I am broken
And I'm feeling like I'm choking

When I say I'm fine
I'm lying
'Cause truly I'm dead inside
Too scared to say goodbye
On the outside
Too many times I have cried
Wishing I had already died
From all this hurt, I can't run and hide
When someone asks how I am, I've always lied
I need someone to be my guide
You can't say I haven't tried
My tears still haven't dried
Eyes wide
My thoughts collide

It leaves my head in a mess
It causes all this stress
Ask if I'm okay, just take a guess
I won't confess

Where did the real me go?
I lost him a long time ago
It makes my tears flow
I will never know
I'll never let it show
I heard he died real slow
I'm at an all time low
I got debt to the devil I still owe

I'm okay
I'm okay
But I'm not okay
I am broken
And I'm feeling like I'm choking

Suicidal tendencies
Effortlessly bring me to my knees
My demons live in harmony
Causing me agony
Making me plead
And watching me bleed
Somebody save me