TXYLXR - life isn't fun (remastered) Lyrics

Life isn't fun when you're digging your own grave
Won't make you feel brave
When you're struck by a pain wave
Overwhelmed by emotions but they say just behave
Nothing to save
Digging your own grave
Life isn't fun

Life isn't fun when you have so much to say
But don't know how to say it
So much emotion, don't know how to display it
Told what to do and mindlessly obey it
No one will ever betray it
Life isn't fun
Staring down the barrel of a gun

Life isn't fun when you fantasise your death
Feel betrayed like I'm King Duncan and you're Macbeth
Praying for the day of your last breath
Life isn't fun
Staring down the barrel of a gun
Looking for reasons to live and find none

Life isn't fun when you have to say goodbye to those you love
I'm jealous of those that believe in heaven
So I'd think you were living on from above
Peaceful like a white dove
Life isn't fun
Staring down the barrel of a gun
Looking for reasons to live and find none
I'm sorry but this world is awful and I am done