TXYLXR - Pressure (Dxesn't Make Diamxnds) Lyrics

I know pressure makes diamonds
But when it comes to me, I prefer you be silent
Instead of piling all that pressure on me
When I still don't know who I wanna be
And it makes me wanna drift away at sea
To get away from all my anxiety

Over the past few years, I've lost all of my energy
When did I become so numb? That's a mystery
Never gonna see a reaction, no chemistry
Injecting sadness through my bloodstream
Wish that shit was history
But that is just the real me
Happiness is for the old me
Room full of people, feeling lonely
Please can someone come and f*cking kill me?
Leave me in nature, hanging from a f*cking tree
It feels like the only way to set me free
I mean, how scary can it be?

Eighteen years old, don't know what I wanna do
Gotta make all these decisions, gotta see 'em through

I know pressure makes diamonds
But when it comes to me, I prefer you be silent
Instead of piling all that pressure on me
When I still don't know who I wanna be
And it makes me wanna drift away at sea
To get away from all my anxiety

Piling pressure on pressure on pressure
Soon to be going to lectures
Feels like my life ahead is gonna be treacherous
And it ain't all gonna fit together like 'Tetris'
But you got a king in your midst, it's me in the mix
As I've said before, it's on this mic I spit
So, on my wrist, you'll never see a slit
But you might catch me in the moshpit
Just rocking out to this shit
Even though people try and tear us down brick by brick

Eighteen years old, don't know what I wanna do
Gotta make all these decisions, gotta see 'em through

I know pressure makes diamonds
But when it comes to me, I prefer you be silent
Instead of piling all that pressure on me
When I still don't know who I wanna be
And it makes me wanna drift away at sea
To get away from all my anxiety