Never thought , I never thought
It crossed my mind a couple times
But I didn't think I could do ya like that
I've been burning clothes for many years
Kicked you out a thousand times
It was real when I really took flight
And I, been thinking about it everyday
My life's been kinda different since you been away
I'm not sure if my purpose was to do this shit on purpose
But what's lingering aint worth it - I feel some kind of way
Why you let me go so easy , so easy
(Why you never fight for me )
Why didn't you believe , believe me
(When I said I'm gonna leave some day )
And now
I'm tryna figure out
My wins and my loses
Look into my future and lose focus of the losses
Not tryna deal with no drama
Not tryna deal with no mess
Cause I done Learned
Do I need it, or I let it burn
Is there's a reason
A point to return
Is there a reason, A point to return
I don't see the wins in going back
Because the way you was doing me
It was hella whack
I lost my all when I let you do that
My ex's laughed at me when you did me like that
But it was real with you, like in the field with you
And through it all, I starved and balled out (With you)
We used to fight and then call out ,
So if there's something that we really had,
I mean can we really get it back?
I know when I left , I hurt you bad
I know when I let, I hurt you bad
But there was something that was missing,
I swear we gotta make up all of that
And now
I'm tryna figure out
My wins and my loses
Look into my future and lose focus of the losses
Not tryna deal with no drama
Not tryna deal with no mess
Cause I done Learned
Do I need it, or I let it burn
Is there's a reason
A point to return
Is there a reason, A point to return