Ain't Goin Back Video (MV)

Twenty fifteen, lost my Lil Bro January seventeen
Lost my Dad only ten days into twenty twenty three
Rip, this ain't how I thought it would be
Learned to love and learned to loss and now it's harder for me

To show emotion, I been drowning in that ocean
Insecurities been f*cking up my life causing commotion
I got rose coloured shades but still see all of they motives
Ain't no reason to be hopeless, took a minute, took a while for me to notice

Ain't no hook up on this beat, this my therapy to vent
Thought I found love many times, shoulda known it was pretend
By myself mended my problems, lift my spirit and ascend
Ain't nobody gon be there, except for me right till the end

Still love my fam to the death, got them tatted on my neck
Ain't no love for these hoes, unless they comin in correct
But for now don't give a f*ck, got deep relations with these checks
My life change I ain't never goin back

I ain't never goin back
I ain't never goin back
I ain't never goin back
Wish that I could see my love ones all back

To tell the truth, I been on my own for a minute
Ain't goin back in no time, I done did it
What's the point of lookin back at the past, I got a present
She keep wishing I'll be back, but the past ain't where I'm heading

Shit be f*cking with my brain, shit it's strange
I know that they mind gon change, once they seen how much I've grown
Lifestyle getting wild, didn't know the road so empty on my own, my heart so cold

Twenty fifteen, lost my Lil Bro January seventeen
Lost my Dad only ten days into twenty twenty three
Rip, this ain't how I thought it would be
Learned to love and learned to loss and now it's harder for me

To show emotion, I been drownin in that ocean
Insecurities been f*cking up my life causing commotion
I got rose coloured shades but still see all of they motives
Ain't no reason to be hopeless, took a minute, took a while for me to notice

I ain't never goin back
I ain't never goin back
I ain't never goin back
Wish that I could see my love ones all back