Break downs and sleepiness nights Lord I need you by my side
The devil tried everything yes I hear all the shots fired
The weapons were formed but by grace they all died down
I'm strapped up and armed with his word that's on my side
Is it over ?
My picture always painted different doctors told me take prescription
By the age 11 I tried suicide thank God I'm living
I need me some healing not the type you get from sensual feelings
Need real Godly dealings don't need people that gon stir my feelings
In my life been tilling put in work then watch me reach the ceiling
Grew up couldn't be tamed rats and roaches yea knew my name
Slept on wooden floors dreaming bout the things I cant afford
Take off imma sore touched when I was young and it opened doors
Look in your thesaurus I'm the definition breaking boarders
Tried to test the waters bro fell in and now he serving orders
I was taught to hoarder everything that make me feel at peace
I walk through this fire everyday like it's 500 degrees
Tried to mind my Q's and P's I was always in the mix
I was popping pills and weed but it never seem to fix
What was deep inside I always tried to hide the pain sit in my eyes you'll see through all the lies
Can't idolize my story at the start I got to give em glory
Rip jmack when you died man it really tore me
But it gave me drive , now for God man I gotta strive
And my heart I tith to your people while I look for jobs
I knew bout the mob but I stayed away that ain't my life
Murder and they rob lost my cousin selling at his house
Yes I'm from the south but I'm with Jesus so im heavens now
Searching for a father till I found the one in Heaven now
Talking bout muhamed how yall looking to a dead man now
Thankful for my momma I got set up and she helped my out
I was in the world I'm thankful for her how she led me out
One day I seen a demon face to face and then I cast it down
Many people talking raw till they see one , one on one
How you say you live that law guilty if you broken one
I was just a broken son given grace I can't afford
My wife struggle everyday but we still gon praise the Lord
Break downs and sleepiness nights Lord I need you by my side
The devil tried everything yes I see all the shots fired
The weapons were formed but by grace they all died down
I'm strapped up and armed with his word that's on my side
Is it over ?
Is it over ?
Mm mm is it over ?