I thought I got this out my system
The people closest never listen
My pride, it killed a couple friendships
They moved on, but I want their forgiveness
Now I've grown, why am I still tripping?
Guilt had truly ran its distance
The biggest lesson ain't expensive
The message lives where the mess is
Before we die, life is best lived
I'm not the same nigga from 26
My heart was telling me love this girl
My brain was telling me f*ck this bitch
My passion nearly died cuz of it
The fact that I'm back, there's no luck in it
After years, I'm done with the reluctant shit
& if you're in my way, give my nuts a kiss
I don't need to smell the roses
Just plant the seeds at my grave
Appreciation ain't the motive
I'm just here to make a change
For the Staff, I wanted to be Moses
But nobody knew my name
And I ain't saying that I'm hopeless
I ain't saying that I'm tamed
I am saying that I'm focused
I ain't saying I'm ashamed
I ain't really with the posin'
What you see is getting framed
I ain't sayin I'm the coldest
I ain't sayin that I'm flame
I ain't say I'm the dopest
But I ain't saying that I'm lame
Niggas always stuck on old shit
In the past, they'll remain. It's a shame
But my journey, I can't hold it
& I can't live with that disdain on my brain
There's way more in life to gain than a range
But I'll still be switching lanes In the rain
Made a prophet off my pain, f*ck the fame
There's anointing in my name, I'm a king
Still
Don't forget to breathe