Another Letter To Mickey Video (MV)

It's been four long years ain't the same and it hurts
Staring at your picture and the pain getting worse
My daughter ask about you I can't put it into words
You went too young this shit getting on my nerves
The last time you hit my phone I never called you back
And that's my fault and now I gotta live with that
I'm on this track just talking like it's me and you
Wrote you a letter the next day after I got the news
I wish we spent more time together like when we was younger
But I was locked inside the Stu tryna feed this hunger
Even tho we went our own way you was still my brother
People's turned on us but in the end we had each other
I was at your wake feeling like a f*cking mess
Tears sliding down my face paying my respects
You know I don't really drink but I was so depressed
I was downing bottles till there wasn't nothing less
I don't wanna cry no more
Don't wanna feel this pain inside no more
I don't wanna cry no more
I try to reach out you don't reply no more
I don't wanna cry no more
I don't see you when I look up at the sky no more
I don't wanna cry no more ohhhh
I spoke to your family my heart was on my sleeve
Took a trip to newton street I didn't wanna leave
This shits unreal it's like I could hear you calling me
I went to Lyman then that anger started haunting me
So many memories the city ain't the same now
Remember when you did them backflips on the playground
You told me kick a 16 whenever we was chilling
You even set up my first battle and I made a killing
You put me on to selling weed showed me how to hustle
Taught me how to play it smart so I don't get in trouble
You always had my back when others seemed to let me down
It's not that often that a friend like you gonna come around
I haven't showed up to your grave and I apologize
When I do I play you music then I start to cry
I had to take a little time to get use to it
But knowing you ain't coming back kind of ruined it
I don't wanna cry no more
Don't wanna feel this pain inside no more
I don't wanna cry no more
I try to reach out you don't reply no more
I don't wanna cry no more
I don't see you when I look up at the sky no more
I don't wanna cry no more ohhhh noo