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If imitations just high flattery then I've made myself blush
Because I have been pretending to be the man you thought I was
'Cause you'd say jump, I'd say how high, and then you'd smile
And I'd know I did good
And I've been drinking from a cocktail made of my own doubts in pain
But it kinda tastes like soda if I close my eyes and strain
And I'll take this one on the rocks cause you took my sweaters
So now I am just cold.
You said you had expectations
Well dear I felt the same
But I had all these questions
Dancing in my brain
And maybe it was perfect
Or maybe I'm insane
But you had expectations
So maybe I'm to blame
I'm to blame
So I'll just rearrange some photos so it won't feel so close to home
And I'll pretend I lost your number every time that I'm alone
'Cause I can't reach out or it'll look like I'm having second thoughts.
But you'll still ask me stupid questions like "Do you miss me now at all"
And I'll still give you stupid answers and let my conscious take the fall
'Cause why the heck would I get better when getting bitter is just one letter away
You said you had expectations
Well dear I felt the same
But I had all these questions
Dancing in my brain
And maybe it was perfect
Or maybe I'm insane
But you had expectations
So maybe I'm to blame
I'm to blame
So I'll take photos gone, emoticons and put them on the shelf
'Cause who needs to be sentimental when I could sit here and hate myself
I'll let the Lord give me forgiveness cause I know you won't
So I guess that's just ok
You said you had expectations
Well dear I felt the same
But I had all these questions
Dancing in my brain
And maybe it was perfect
Or maybe I'm insane
But you had expectations
So maybe I'm to blame
I'm to blame