Alone in Seattle
Not drunk enough to feel all right
Or to fall from my feet
My best friends are perfect this morning
But I wish I was cured, this goddamn remorse
I think I'll leave you bored
I think I left him bored
Even I, even I know
This friendship's a burden
Stop pretending we're more
These faceless strangers feel better
Yeah they all don't know how much failure I've sown
I think he's let me go
I know she's let me go
A painting of Pompei's in front of me
The world tastes like vodka and jealousy
And that piano's so full
I wanna' break it and burn it and scream at the smoke
Yeah I wanna leave you all, burn you all, scream at the smoke
I could have loved her more
I should have loved him more
I'd cry with Charlie some more
But even she's so bored