Fantasizing 'bout unaliving
Lonely, contemplating dying
Sick of losing, sick of trying
Know it's no solution
But the thought is so seducing
Googling how to tie a noose and
Trying not to be a nuisance
Sue me, talking right through me
Gruesome, gonna do something
To me, if you knew me, you'd see
It ain't new to me
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Made it all the way to 28
And filled myself with hate
Make a song and say mistakes
Take it wrong, I'm a-okay
Ate but starving anyway
Options open, I turn away
Learn to fake it every day
Make it nothing bad to say
Mad today, it's pay-to-play
And paid is quite a ways away
If I may elucidate
I hate to have to feel this way
But day by day I wait and stay
And say I disassociate
Sad to say, I ran away
And wasted days go down the drain
Everything's so f*cking expensive
Driving myself f*cking demented
Everybody knows if I said it I meant it
Everywhere I go, I'm sick of pretending
Get home from work, go straight to bed
In a deep sleep, no dreams, instead
Get a sneak peek of being dead
I'm deceased, diseased in head
If I repeat the themes I said
I'm sorry, but please see
I'm doing my best to be me
But really, when you're depressed
Your frame of view's reduced to a deep rest
Oh, I don't want to live anymore
Yes, I'm sure
No, I don't want to live anymore
Yes, I'm sure
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Fantasizing 'bout unaliving
Lonely, contemplating dying
Sick of losing, sick of trying
Know it's no solution
But the thought is so seducing
Googling how to tie a noose and
Trying not to be a nuisance
Sue me, talking right through me
Gruesome, gonna do something
To me, if you knew me, you'd see
It ain't new to me
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Made it all the way to 28
And filled myself with hate
Make a song and say mistakes
Take it wrong, I'm a-okay
Ate but starving anyway
Options open, I turn away
Learn to fake it every day
Make it nothing bad to say
Mad today, it's pay-to-play
And paid is quite a ways away
If I may elucidate
I hate to have to feel this way
But day by day I wait and stay
And say I disassociate
Sad to say, I ran away
And wasted days go down the drain
Everything's so f*cking expensive
Driving myself f*cking demented
Everybody knows if I said it I meant it
Everywhere I go, I'm sick of pretending
Get home from work, go straight to bed
In a deep sleep, no dreams, instead
Get a sneak peek of being dead
I'm deceased, diseased in head
If I repeat the themes I said
I'm sorry, but please see
I'm doing my best to be me
But really, when you're depressed
Your frame of view's reduced to a deep rest
Oh, I don't want to live anymore
Yes, I'm sure
No, I don't want to live anymore
Yes, I'm sure
Lonely, contemplating dying
Sick of losing, sick of trying
Know it's no solution
But the thought is so seducing
Googling how to tie a noose and
Trying not to be a nuisance
Sue me, talking right through me
Gruesome, gonna do something
To me, if you knew me, you'd see
It ain't new to me
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Twenty years I been depressed
I mix legit and illicit meds
Twenty years I wanted to die
But never got the nerve to try
Made it all the way to 28
And filled myself with hate
Make a song and say mistakes
Take it wrong, I'm a-okay
Ate but starving anyway
Options open, I turn away
Learn to fake it every day
Make it nothing bad to say
Mad today, it's pay-to-play
And paid is quite a ways away
If I may elucidate
I hate to have to feel this way
But day by day I wait and stay
And say I disassociate
Sad to say, I ran away
And wasted days go down the drain
Everything's so f*cking expensive
Driving myself f*cking demented
Everybody knows if I said it I meant it
Everywhere I go, I'm sick of pretending
Get home from work, go straight to bed
In a deep sleep, no dreams, instead
Get a sneak peek of being dead
I'm deceased, diseased in head
If I repeat the themes I said
I'm sorry, but please see
I'm doing my best to be me
But really, when you're depressed
Your frame of view's reduced to a deep rest
Oh, I don't want to live anymore
Yes, I'm sure
No, I don't want to live anymore
Yes, I'm sure
Writer: Tyler Ohlhorst
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