Tymain Robbins - Why? Lyrics

Man, I don't even know
Damn

Why I gotta struggle, why I gotta force myself to smile
Why I'm still living on my uncle couch
Why my wildest dreams always filled with doubt

Tell me why I feel so alone, why I hate going home
Why every time I call they don't pick up the phone
Why the wounds cut deep and the liquor so strong
Why I'm sitting in my room with a gun to my dome

Goddamn, yo, why I don't feel surprised
Am I numb to lies
Asking God why my uncle died
Why the pain hurts so much inside
Why I'm saved but I'm never feeling sanctified

Why I love so hard and why it's never returned
Why the scars get healed but still feeling the burns
Why I know what's right but still missing the turns
Why did social media become my biggest concern

Why every week gotta wear the same fit too
Why I can't forgive you? Tell me why I miss you
Why you so childish even though you're an adult
Why I'm working hard and never seeing no results

Tell me why I'm crying, stressing, lying, tested
Why I invest in dreams, nigga, when I'm eyeing second
Why I'm texting women I don't find impressive
Why I'm left in places that are dry as deserts

Why I'm finding pleasure in materials
Why inside I'm disconnected from my spiritual
Why don't I receive a blessing or a miracle
Why the only pops I seen was on cereal

Why my family always find a way to judge me
Why my father never, ever, ever really hug me
Why I don't feel guidance from the man above me
Tell me why I feel like God don't love me
Don't love me, my nigga

Do you feel
Things that I've been going through
Know that it gets better with time
Get better with time
But feeling like forever inside
Forever inside

My nigga, do you feel
The things that I've been going through
I know that it gets better with time
Get better with time
But feeling like forever inside
Forever inside

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Tell me, tell me why
Why
Tell me, tell me why
Why

Tell me, tell me why
Why
Tell me, tell me why
Why

Why
Why
Why
Why