Give it time
Give it time
Give it time
It will pass
Give it time
Give it time
Give it time
It will pass
I yearn to fly
But my mind is tied
To all the lies
I tell myself
But as hard as i may try
I can't lie to myself
I act
Like everything is fine
Denying everytime that the pain i hide inside
Isn't eating me alive
I act
As if i'm perfect
But in reality
I disguise my insecurities with ego and pride
Ironically
I now weep more than ever
However
I do so secretly
While nobody can peek
If my emotions could speak
They would continuously scream in despair
When i compare myself
My self-esteem suffers terribly
Consequently
I hide from myself
While silently condemning myself
For not having the strength to end
The repetitive sequence of events
You're not good enough
You're a failure
Why do you even try ?
You're not good enough
You're a failure
They are better than you
Why do you even try ?