Transparent (feat. Grimm Doza) Video (MV)

Ayy; ya ya ya ya
Ski

I can't hold this shit together I been trynna go for weeks
120 milligrams hoping I go in my sleep
Hoping that there's more to reach
Outside of this flesh and bone there ain't nothing more to see
All I got is art in me
I can feel me falling off the edge
As they watching me
All they do is talk of me; I know help that you can seek
I don't need ya pity party, party when I'm finally free
I got lots of pain in me; I hope you don't anger me
I do lots of oxycotin hoping that it stops my beat
Mixing with xan and liquor now it's hard for me to breathe
Overdosing back and forth and my mama don't know a thing
I just tell her that I'm trying but I know it's mean to be
I see it in synesthesia
I ain't eat in bout a week yet
People ask if I'm bulimic
I do drugs cuz I need em
I don't care bout how you see me
Get my poetry and read it

People with they judgements
Living like they god and shit

I know I ain't god
I'm the creator of the world I live
Fusing fact in with emotions
And create a cult for them
I create a cult for us
I create a home for us
I built it from ground up
Welcome all degenerates
Welcome all the lonely ones
Welcome all the kids who got abuse while they growin up
I did this for you and us
I'm like Jim Jones with the cyanide drink with us
We can be forever free
However long forever be

Just say that you believe
We can be forever free
If only that you believe
Come join a cult with me
We can live in DMT
Colors that you never see
Feelings that you never had
Transcendence ain't all that bad
Transcendence ain't all that bad

I can make a cult for us
It can be just what you want
You can be just as you are
Transparent not camouflage