Tyy Hogan - Diary Lyrics

Sometimes I feel like I'm losing myself This music shit is my diary
It's bad enough, they already keep eyeing me I can't open up, somebody keep trying me
I put my trust in somebody, they lie to me Where's the loyalty
They claim that they put me in fold on me Nobody there when I need them

But when they need me, they expecting to hold on me
They gave my pops 25 to life I gotta put him on a jet
I'm working too hard, I'm busting up a sweat Prove that you love me, don't say it through
A text Tomorrow not promise, you never know what's

Next They counted me out, I'm proving I'm the
Best Until they see that, soon I can rest
I'm uncomfortable now, but soon I can stretch I've been through the worst, I soon pass the
Test I lost my uncle, the wisest man I ever knew

I had so much faith that God would bring you through
Suicide I thought my mom was about to do Due to the fact that she was close to you
Losing somebody, that shit is uncomfortable Knowing that it's nothing that I could do
Losing somebody, that pain is unbearable I wanna give up, but I'm staying on the move

Put yourself in my shoes My niece and my nephew is motherless
They the reason why I'm going so hard So when they get old, they don't know about
Struggling Sometimes I question God, cause I wonder a lot
Is it a lesson or a race to a spot? You told me keep going, I'm never gonna stop

Starting now, I'm on my way to the top