Tug of War Video (MV)

I'm acting all oblivious
And trying hard to hide it
You told me not to call him
And I'm telling you I'm trying
But did he always wear cologne?
Did he always feel like home?
I'm so confused, because I know
That I have lists of reasons why
The two of us would end in flames
But I get chills and butterflies
Every time he says my name
It's getting harder to resist
My heart and brain in an eclipse
I'm getting tired from all of this
I'm in a game of tug of war
Between what's right and what I want
I know it's a bad idea
And the reward isn't worth the cost
But a part of me wants to be
More than we already are
A part of me will always keep you
Safely inside my heart
In a game tug of war
(war, war, war)
I laugh it all away whenever he says something nice
And I have timers on my phone so I don't text him every night
But did always have that smile?
He's got my heartbeat going wild
Why am I acting like a child?
He's got a reputation
But to me he's always sweet
But one too many times
He's disappeared for many weeks
You're right I should let go
Delete his number from my phone
But I don't want to be alone
I'm in a game of tug of war
Between what's right and what I want
I know it's a bad idea
And the reward isn't worth the cost
But a part of me wants to be
More than we already are
A part of me will always keep you
Safely inside my heart
In a game of tug of war
(war, war, war)
Sometimes I wish I could just forget
Lose the love
But keep the friend
Trying hard not to give in
But what if my heart wins?
Cause a part of me wants to be
More than we already are
A part of me will always keep you
Safely inside my heart
In a game of tug of war
(war, war, war)