Ughlie - do i hope Lyrics

Yea I been falling
As I should
And I can't slow down, speeding up, I'll hit the ground
Maybe I deserve this, maybe
Yea you stopped calling
As you should
When you do, I realize you're not around
I made you leave me, leave me
So what do I do when you're not here
Do I cower in all my fear
Do I ignore all I hear
Do I hope, I don't know
So what do I do when you're not here
Is it hard to disappear
I wish you were still right here
Do I hope, I don't know
I've got nothing left to hold on to
It's hard on me, It's not for you
Even though I learned to keep my cool
There's still somethings I wish you knew
I was wrong and you were right
So I went down without a fight
You say you love me, what a lie
But I still kept you warm at night
So hold on to me, cuz I keep drifting away
It's getting harder to breathe, cuz you told me you would stay
And now I'm used to pain, you'll see the scars on my face
I'd say that it's all the same, it's something I wouldn't change
Yea I been falling
As I should
And I can't slow down, speeding up, I'll hit the ground
Maybe I deserve this, maybe
Yea you stopped calling
As you should
When you do, I realize you're not around
I made you leave me, leave me
So what do I do when you're not here
Do I cower in all my fear
Do I ignore all I hear
Do I hope, I don't know
So what do I do when you're not here
Is it hard to disappear
I wish you were still right here
Do I hope, I don't know