Ugo Apex - Damaged (feat. Tony Alexander & MoyoFuga) Lyrics

Damaged
Feel a little more. Give a little less
That's the story of my life nonetheless
One decision, the source of many regrets
Finding myself in time, not to regress
But I live in constant depress
Thoughts of who I've become turn to an inception
Realizing that I'm blessed even makes me more stressed
Dealing with the pain of loss
Or connections that no longer exists
Memories are all I hold on to
In the rivers of my quest
Ain't have a lot a luck with Females
On the right track and then we derail
She texting Purple Hearts up in an email
I guess the Devi's in the detail
And still I
Scribble these thoughts at the bottom of the page
Emotions like an ocean
Back and forth my feelings sway
I break her heart
And promise I can change if she can stay
But baby heard it all before
And she won't listen, not today
And then she tell me baby
I wish you well
Cos see I'm done with all your stories
That you lie when you tell
And she know that the boy is broken
And he damaged as hell
And I look in her eyes and ask her baby
How could you tell
Sometimes I wonder if I'm ever truly happy
Maybe one day I can hack it
If they fit my imperfections in the picture
For they snap it
Hope they like the flow
Falling pieces, dominoes
Tonight I'll go Turanimo
And fly the coast And vamanos
And baby you can take my heart
And break it down and put in your pocket
So I'll never fade away
You know I"m living for you
Through the pain
And girl you know it'll never stay the same
And then we have to breakdown
When it break down
Tell me what to say now, what to say now
And at my highest and my lowest
Know a nigga write the coldest verse yet
Out last like the kiss of death
I feel the pressure when I'm in depression
See i don't even smile no more when I'm in a session
But I thought they said the gas was finna lift my soul
So why am I feeling old
And why the people that I used to know now acting cold
I'm getting used to the changes
And getting more love from these strangers
My mama told me everybody in your life's like stages
They come and then they go but never come again like ages
So when I turn the pages. I hope this shit I write
Gon give me peace of mind when I'm tryna sleep at night
See I'm getting too tired of the demons that I fight
And the feelings that I feel for this girl I thought I liked
But that's a story for another song
Don't get me wrong
I had my luck with love
But now that happiness is gone
So I roll another one and take it to the face
Pray to God nobody ever take my place
Just in case
When darkness comes and takes my light
Hope I keep my hope alive
Lord forgive me for my sins
Devils got me I can't win
When darkness comes and takes my light
Hope I keep my hope alive
Lord forgive me for my sins
The Devils got me I can't win
Got me I can't win