umtrillest - The Death Of? Lyrics

I'm a liar, manipulator, cold hearted killer
I'm a liar, manipulator, cold hearted killer
I'm a liar, manipulator, cold hearted killer
And I know you go through things but it's
It's just nothing like my pain
It's so late at night
Can't see the light
Where am I tonight
I don't know
Cause I been feeling like
I'm the only one
With no hope
Nothing to turn to
I feel the same too
And it seems like the bad, the ones that would hurt you
Are the only ones that love you
Yeah
And it feels like you know everyone that I do involve myself with
Just wants something from me, so
That's why I can't post on IG aye
Cause these girls just like me
And these hoes wanna bite me
I don't wanna get bit again I don't wanna get lit again I don't wanna be f*cked again
I just wanna be loved again I wanna feel like another man aye (Yeah)
Cause Ion like feelin this way
I don't like feeling this way
Tell me little sad one or you the only one that I could talk to
The only one that I could trust in
The only one that could be my friend
The only one I could love again
I, I don't know, I really don't
But I won't hurt none of my friends
Not anymore
Lost a couple brothers
Never had my mother
Took a nigga life
Cause in my eyes it was right
It was right
So why you feeling wrong all the time
Cause I lie and I hide
Nothin wrong with hiding
Who's the one deciding
Why you tryna fight
Nah I ain't really trying
Alright whatever whatever
Alright
You know sad I'm really, I'm just tryna look out for you bruh like
I'm worried about you
You know cause I'm worried about us we're- you know we're the same
No we're not, we're- you don't go through half the shit that I go through bruh
Don- did you really just say th- bruh are you serious? Look
You ain't the only one that could go through things
I am on your side and I can feel your pain
I know we're not the same we're in a different frame
So help me understand why you feel this way
You wouldn't get it
So no, jus- just stop trying
We're not doing this alright we're not
Man whatever
Okay
Alright Chaz look
Im a liar, manipulator
Cold hearted, killer
You're the guy that everybody knows and loves
So just keep it that way, nothing I could say aye
And I know you go through things but it's
It's just nothing like my pain
No!