$unny$ide - Familiar Feeling Lyrics

Stuck in a familiar feeling, don't wanna go back home
Hiding in the closet, now my heart is beating fast
I know why this happens but I hope it doesn't last
I'm bout to overflow from hiding trauma from the past
I wanna quit the music but I gotta get the cash flow
Lately I've been feeling so mean
Pushing all my friends away from me
I've been trying to keep it low key
The grass ain't looking too green
Stuck in a familiar feeling, don't know how to let it go
Wanna go back home because it's the only place that I know
Stuck in a familiar feeling, don't wanna go back home
Wanna leave this room and I can't even see the floor
The closest that I get is staring at the f*cking door
Every time I go out I just start to feel restored
People want my energy but honestly I'm wore out
I feel like I'm god damn drained
I feel like my life is a game
Seems like all I bring is shame
I'm just trying to make a name for myself
Honestly I'm feeling like a nobody
Can't go back, not a homebody
Feeling like I'm not in my own body
Looking in the mirror and that's not me
But it's okay, no it's alright
Can't go home, I can't sleep at night
Wanna take my problems put them out of my sight
Sitting at the park getting higher than a kite
Familiar feelings all around me
Running from my home my heart is pounding
Stuck in unfamiliar surroundings
Choking on my words like I'm drowning
Stuck in a familiar feeling, lost inside my mind again
I'm hooked up on the time again
Counting down the days that I get to see you
Without you sitting here skies don't look so blue
Feeling so lost in this song without you