I never knew that
It would be this way
You know how you
You know how you have a thought or an idea
You know that if you make a certain decision
There's consequences that come with that decision
But you could never be fully prepared For
The shape that those consequences are gonna take
Good or bad
Time stops
On a panoramic view
Glass shatters while a heart breaks
Tea clinks than you sink in
Poison words start to seep in
My eyes can't be thinking what my brain is seeing
Is it real
I'm reaching to touch what's in front of me
But I can't feel
Your presence your essence your words or your love
My body's a shell as I watch up above
Articulate couldn't I f*** the what
Articulate couldn't I f*** the what
Tryna talk but my tongues numb
Suckas got me feelin dumb dumb
All in my face having dumb fun
In my f***in face having dumb fun
Something told me on the night you woke me
But my loyal love fell for loyal words
Tell me how can I give all this loyalty
And all I get in return is disloyal verbs
Try harder
Sometimes I try I try
Try harder
Sometimes I try I try
Try harder
Sometimes I try I try I try
Try harder
Sometimes I try
Hearts broken now it's dead as f***
You wanna work it out baby good luck
Respects gone it was bound to happen
Got nothing for you baby stick to rappin
Cuz I ain't got love no mo
No I ain't got love no mo
I don't want a kiss or hug no mo
I don't wanna feel the stain of ya touch no mo
I don't want a text from ya
I don't wanna answer Yo calls
When you see me in passing don't ask me s***
Pretend you see nothing at all
Because that's what you left
Like how could really think I could have anything for you but f's
And truth of what's happening next
I been flirting Considering sex
So don't wait up up cuz I ain't waiting
F*** it if you really wanna wait then
It's only yo time that your wasting
While I'm out here exploring my options
Option to stay
Option to leave
Option to f***
Option to be
Give me the space let me be free
So I can look at them optionally
Try harder
Sometimes I try I try
Try harder
Sometimes I try I try
Try harder
Sometimes I try I try I try
Try harder
Sometimes I try