It's all in my mind
I'm wasting my time
The rope I will tie
Still hoping I die
It's all in my mental
I'm feeling so gentle
Break you like a pencil
Slit my wrist with metal
Wishing for death
This my last breath
Substance like meth
Still playing with death
I don't wanna be here no more
Take my time so I grow more
Drugs please I need some more
Got me so woke so I know more
I can't feel the pain
It's all in my brain
Might end so insane
It's my life you drain
Go through it again
Is there happiness that remains
Loading my gun with some bullets
Put to my head then I cock it and pull it
I'm going insane I might prove it
Just letting you know that I'm still going through it
Letting my blood drip down
I won't ever change this frown
Feel like a ghost I'm just around
Feeling so lost in this f*cking town
Drugs got me dizzy
Working hard I'm busy
Getting my money so easy
Saying he's the best oh is he?
Crashed my car
I'm feeling so far
Don't know who you are
Light up my cigar
You just left a scar
Still feel like a Tsar
Crashed my car
I'm feeling so far
Don't know who you are
Light up my cigar
You just left a scar
Still feel like a Tsar
My life is so dark
It's not a walk in the park
It still left a mark
I just need a spark
My life is so dark
It's not a walk in the park
It still left a mark
I just need a spark
My life is so dark
It's not a walk in the park
It still left a mark
I just need a spark
My life is so dark
It's not a walk in the park
It still left a mark
I just need a spark
It's so dark, yeah
Not a walk in the park, yeah
Left a mark, yeah
Need a spark, yeah