V9 - Do This Often Lyrics

I don't do this often
Put my feelings on the beats cause I don't do the talking
We was trapping out that alley like we cool with Austin
I tried to show them smoke and mirrors
That got too exhausting
I push the gas the wheel start moving
Like I'm Steven hawking
My emotions dwindled down I really think I lost them
I know my momma hate I trapped but I got money off it
All the jays had made us green like we had played for Boston
Answer when that money calling
3am smoke away my feelings I had lost the time
My girlfriend got a niece I look at her like she my baby mom
I don't hold a grudge but wishing death is where you cross a line
Change up for them crosses in my camp you getting crucified
Murder getting regulated
Seen it from my POV
Granny kept me delegated
All her words had stuck with me
Why they all invalidate me
Like my problems make believe
Shorty started salivating
So I put her on her knees
Get the call and switch into that suit like I'm power ranger
Niggas still ain't never thank us
I'm a hero Henry danger
Tatted 108 I tell my homies I ain't never changing
We make bullets beats into his chest like niggas heart was racing
1942 you pour her up and she start acting out
Thought my mans was locked into this life then he start backing out
I got checks from 2022 that I ain't cashing out
Telling my lil sister bout this life cause she keep lashing out
The thugs ain't never judge me
The plugs had never cared
I tried to prove myself all for you heart
But you ain't hear it
Niggas sell they souls all for some clout and some apparel
Send some money to my family they the only ones I cherish
I know the future scary ball up top like Jason terry
Niggas serving like the market in my ears is frozen carats
I know the truth about you but I still ain't never share it
I respect what we once had but I cannot let you near me
I been stressed for real
Don't know what's the deal
I try my best for real
Tell them bout my problems I just wish that they would let me live
Don't know how to solve it I been going through it since a kid
Save me all your sentiments and messages
I don't got nothing left to give
I don't have emotions only vestiges
Associate my mental with my excellence
Every time I cook they want the recipe
But don't nobody ever come and check for me
Put it in my music give what's left of me