Are you just laying awake
I thought of calling you up
I know you're not gonna answer
But I'm just bored
And desperate for anyone
I'm still droning away
Facing my frailty
Hair soaked in the rain
Ask if I regret the situation
I'll admit my desperations
To your words I use to stoke up the flames
Sitting outside my house
Feeling so cold now
Broken window letting in the breeze
I need to slow down
Find out
I still care about you on the rebound
Won't fix cars that I crashed
Will you take it all back
November fades to July
And I wonder how I'm still alive
I wasted my fights
In the car that you drive
It stays parked in darkness
Inside of my mind
And one month turns into nine
Singing to your thoughts
They're not listening this time
You lied 'bout forever
I said how it felt
Drowning in both of our
Personal hells
We f*cked all the communication up this time
I wonder who you sit with by the oceanside
Dated inside jokes now all I tell are lies
Scrape up the bad blood but I'm so tired of trying
I thought I hated school
Now I hate it more
Since you left me crying on the floor
The waves calm me
Stare at the shore
Tired of thinking these things till I'm sore
It's a shame, where does the time go
What do I know
I'm just a person
Walking on a tightrope
Won't just give up
It's the way that life goes
Now I'm gonna play shows
Until I don't know you
Sitting outside my house
Feeling so cold now
Broken window letting in the breeze
I need to slow down
Find out
I still care about you on the rebound
Won't change the shit that you did
You're unwilling to give
November fades to July
And I wonder how I'm still alive
I wasted my fights
In the car that you drive
It stays parked in darkness
Inside of my mind
One month turns into nine
Singing to your thoughts
They're not listening this time
You lied 'bout forever
I said how it felt
Drowning in both of our
Personal hells
We f*cked all the communication up this time
I wonder who you sit with by the oceanside
Dated inside jokes now all I tell are lies
Scrape up the bad blood but I'm so tired of trying