Vain Dreamer - Come Undone (Demo) Lyrics

Try to be something
I come undone
I'll hide away
From my mistakes
I just don't understand
Why I come back to the same place
I don't get why I waste time
Don't know why I even try sometimes
Light drained from my brain
I tried to no avail
The color drips from my face
I'm tired and I'm to blame
Maybe I'm not cut out for this life
I'll try and see what I can be
Try to be something
I come undone
I'll hide away
From my mistakes
I'll run away
I'll try and find myself
I'll try to be someone
And I come undone
Maybe this was the worst choice I could make
Can't trust my own judgement
Can't control myself
Maybe I should just take a break
But this is all I have
And this is what I am
Maybe what I am will never truly be enough
I'm just way too tired I don't know if I'll get up
Tell me what's the reason in pursuing anything
At all
Maybe that's the part of me that really needs some help
My own thoughts turn my own life into a living hell
Maybe keeping everything inside my mind will be
My downfall
Try to be something
I come undone
I'll hide away
From my mistakes
I'll run away
I'll try and find myself
I'll try to be someone
And I come undone
Lately everything has been a little bit too much
Lately things are terrible between the two of us
Maybe you'll be better off without me after all