Valenina - Even if it's Not Right Now Lyrics

I keep on going to your house, even though you're not around
I opened your door, it felt as if you were still there
And although you might be thousands of miles away
I can feel you when I see the sky above me

And I tell your mom, I know that it's hard, but at least you're happy
You can't expect me to forget these feelings that I feel
After all, I've known you for more than four years
And I still can't believe you ignored me

I don't know what's going on with me
And for some reason, I can't get you out of my mind
Maybe it's because you were mine
And for some reason, I should be over you by this time

Maybe that's why I cry at night
Everything that made me cry
Everything that's on my mind
Every little thing you said

Maybe that's why I can't get you out of my mind
Maybe that's the reason why I cry at night
The fire keeps me warm at night
It reminds me of you and how you held my hand for the first time

But for some reason, I can find myself with someone else
Even if it's not right now
Even if it's not
And for some reason, I can finally find myself with someone else

Even if it's not right now
Even if it's not right now
Even if it's not right now
Even if it's not right now

Even if it's not right now
You see, I wanna, wanna be her
You see, I wanna, wanna be her
Do the things that I said I would

I'm gonna, gonna be her