Valera Lyashko - I'm Sorry Lyrics

This place is so hopeless
I'm losing my focus
I just wanna run away somewhere far
And hide all my scars
Damn
Live in the moment they say
But I can't wake up without feeling so dead
I would be lying if I told you that I didn't miss you and need you today
Yeah
Where have you been
I'm missing your voice
I'm missing your hand on my skin
Where to begin
To tell you how I never wanted to end
You pushed me away
And told me that it's not the same
You can't help the fact that it's been that way
Maybe we just changed or maybe we can try again on a different day
Damn
I don't have anyone else to complain to
All I have left is to complain to these songs
I know I'm wrong
Friends are fed up hearing another sad song
While strangers hit me up
Like bro
I sing along to all your songs
Never give up on that flow
Thank you for the love but they don't really know
What it's like when your other half gone

I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared
I'm sorry that the feeling shows and I just wasn't there
I'm reminded of the fool I was
I cut you off and f*cked it up again
I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared

Every night I dream of the things that I lost that
I wish I still had
Its true when they say
You only start caring when something or someone is taken away
But then it's too late
You made it that way
Look at you now feeling hopeless
Losing ur focus
Truth to be told
Next time use a better approach
We've tried and we've tried and we tried again but
When I come around we end up on the same boat
Then your friends loooking at you like "I told you so"
Maybe you were right, maybe this is life
Maybe this is what it's like when nothing goes right
Wanna know what it's like to be broken, hopeless everyday thinking about the moments
When everything was fine
Those days that I can't put behind
I'm losing my mind
With these pieces of mine
That I'm holding
Because now they're all broken
You opened your chest and you left it wide open
You gave me your heart and you told me to hold it
I dropped it too much and your trust I have lost it
I don't even know when's the last time we spoken
We choose to avoid and pretend we don't notice
That we are both hurt and emotions are frozen
Because now we're both stuck with a heart that is broken

I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared
I'm sorry that the feeling shows and I just wasn't there
I'm reminded of the fool I was
I cut you off and f*cked it up again
I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared