Van Dyke Brown - Helpless Lyrics

I don't know what to do
I built my world around you
Just to tear it down
Fighting feelings away
I hide the words I should say
'Till it all spills out
Because the truth is
I don't wanna hide it
But I can't help it
And you know the truth is
That I've just been lying
But I can't help it
I can't say that I don't understand your ways when I cannot pretend I'm fine
Yeah I swear I'm fine
If I take too long to change while I'm on the edge of my escape
Then it's not right
Because you're still mine
Yeah I know the truth is
I can't keep on hiding it
But I just can't help it
And we know the truth is
That I'm so bad at lying
But I swear I'm helpless
Do I deserve you
I don't wanna hurt you
But you deserve the truth
And the passion's fading
Obsessive day dreams
Cloud my point of view
Because the truth is
I don't wanna hide it
But I can't help it no no
I don't wanna hide no more
And we know the truth is
To fight would be useless
'Cause I can't help it
I'm sorry I put you through this
Honestly don't wanna do it