Pause
My heart turned frost
I was kinda lost
When I Thought I had the sauce
Wanted to drip like Voss
But to do so
My soul's gon be the cost
Now I'm kinda lost
Won best smile
And I never had to floss
Let my thoughts compile
Into paper toss
I'm a troubled child
Ain't focused on loses
Who's bossing
Me around
Coming home to empty
Fridge , no lights
Made me a hungry kid
But a bright one
Had to write one
For the misunderstood
Got my spirit gun
Handy when I'm in the hood
Could shit could go down
Animated as anime show down
Thank God for being brown
It finally sounds
That I'm coming around
Some know it all
But I Rather play The clown
Ain't my life entertaainment
Pursued Mrs. Phoenix
She put me on the waitlist
She got good taste
And I was hating
Cuz I wasn't at a place
When i wanted to be
Call it displacement
Now I'm shaking
Taking time
Drunk or manic in DM's
My chest is vacant
The words I used
Foul
Caming off flagrant
But it wasn't my intention
Forgot to mention
I'm spent as
A dollar
No more tryna hollar
Rather pass go
Collect a bottle
Hit my brother up
Tell him I'm going
Full throttle
Down a freeway
Coming to see
Marly that's my niece
Over summer I hit backflip
On her trampoline
And hurt myself
She stood by
Said oh brother
My rib bruised
But the joy I felt
Providing the experience
Of never being embarrassed
When you fall
Hope she grow tall
I'm about to call her
Now that season's fall
Said I'm about to call her
Buy my sister an Audi
Girls wanna have fun
I get it Mr's Lauper
A heart is bound weigh a ton
The way we run
From comfort safety
And towards a gun
Like thats the answer
Or protection
That type of thought
Needs some correction
I just might control
This lethal weapon
Feeling that I'm destined
To ace this test
From me
God brought out
The best in