VaunVercetti - Myself Lyrics

Does it get easier
No
Yes
It gets easier
Oh, yeah
Look at you
Thanks
The more you know who you are
And what you want
The less you let
Things upset you
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Shouldn't have f*cked with you back then
I should've focused on myself
Now my heart is f*ckin' broke
And I ain't nobody comin' help
I got used to being alone
And love nobody but myself
Asking questions on the daily
While you put me through this hell
And there you go ignoring all my questions
I know it's been like four months
I'm still stressing
Ain't know that you switched up
Who you impressing
It's time for me to move on
I didn't delete all her texts
And I'm still tryna understand
Why you did what you did
It's almost like two years
Ain't even mean shit
I guess that's my time
To go lock the f*ck in
Cause I wasted my time
When I could've been rich
Oh, yeah
But you don't understand that
Being rich wasting time
I guess that shit don't mean nothing to you
Man, we could've did this shit together
Could've ran it up
We could've did it different
Smoking gas to numb the pain
And filll the void that's in me
I don't know if I could love you girl
I feel so empty
How you say you understand me
You don't even feel me
Guess you never really loved me
Girl I look so silly
I keep a smile on my face
To hide the pain I'm feeling
I don't know if I still love you
Or hate you
Can't see you now
I don't know what to say to you
You let me down
Girl you said we was gonna last
I feel like last week
We was just hugged up in class
And now you gone
And I don't want you to come back
Get in my mood
When I think about our past
Now I'm f*cked up
Only thing can help me is this gas
Now I'm turnt up
I can't help the feelings that I'm sad
I don't love you
But yes I miss the feelings that we had