Vehicles at High Speeds - The reality isn't up at all Lyrics

I don't know where I stand
All I know is it's anywhere but here
When I live like this I always fall
The reality isn't up at all

When I die I want it to be as quick as possible
I never savored the flavor of my life at all
Or the drugs that drive me insane
Or the cigarettes to kill the hunger pangs

I don't want to be here
All the shit that I saw
I don't want to be here cause
The reality isn't up at all

Sometimes a cheap beer is just enough
To keep me here even though shits rough
Every time I move it's into a wall
The reality isn't up at all

The sunlight is missing the sunlight is gone
The reality isn't up at all.