Vera Revive - What It Means to Forgive Lyrics

What's left to say I was broken to pieces
Tried to look away still couldn't deal with the pain
Maybe I was hopeless maybe I was too sad
Tore it from my heart leaving it all in the past
They told me I deserve to feel this ugly burden I have
So now I'm trapped in my head because I know that I can't live like this
Turned my back on all that mattered the most to me
Suffocate
While I try to find a better place then I'm in just to breathe again
All of this, guiltiness, relentless to end
What is it worth I am already sick
I can't find a way to speak out but these thoughts never mend
I'm so upset with the person I am
This is the problem I don't face because I'd admit that I'm dead
Tell me again what's the purpose in this
It's the reason that you hated, why my promises fled
It's too late for any apology
Because I'm to blame for leaving you this way
Look at my face can't you tell that I'm afraid
Still you don't care for sympathy
Or what it means to forgive
I just hope that maybe one day I'll be able to live