Supposed To Video (MV)

And depression, that's old news
I'm bigger than my problems, I got big tools
Meditation so I blossom, I'ma big bloom
And I'm still digging deeper like a drill team

I ain't supposed to love you but I do, I do, I do
I think that says more about me than you, than you, than you

Alone in my room
It's where I spend most of my time
Your phone, you pick it up
But I don't pick up mine
Ain't got no reason to
Wondering who I can trust- is it you?
I'm done settling
I can't let you in
I can no longer take a vacation
From my own passions, my own love
My own interest, my own growth
The best options for myself
'Cause if I'm worried 'bout you
That's not good for my health
And I've got good intentions
And I've got good karma as well

I ain't supposed to love you but I do, I do, I do
I think that says more about me than you, than you, than you

Alone in my room
It's where I spend most of my time
Your phone, you pick it up
But I don't pick up mine
Ain't got no reason to
Wondering who I can trust- is it you?
I'm done settling
I can't let you in
I'm done settling
I can't let you in

Now I'm chillin' like I'm supposed to
Doing what I'm supposed to do
Focusing my energy on this pen
On this ink
On my life
On my dreams

And depression, that's old news
I'm bigger than my problems, I got big tools
Meditation so I blossom, I'ma big bloom
And I'm still digging deeper like a drill team
Minding my own business
Building for all the kids
Teaching self-empowerment
Like I'm the shit
Yeah, yeah
Living by experience
Gaining my own wisdom
So fearless
So here we go
Again and again

I ain't supposed to love you but I do, I do, I do
I think that says more about me than you, than you, than you

Alone in my room
It's where I spend most of my time
Your phone, you pick it up
But I don't pick up mine
Ain't got no reason to
Wondering who I can trust- is it you?
I'm done settling
I can't let you in