Verkari - Fade to Red Lyrics

I don't wanna keep fading into the red
I've been stranded here
For days on end
Suffocating from the
Overthinking in my head
Just wanna lay this all to rest
Feel the anger and the pain
Stripped from my chest
I feel forsaken
In my own mind
I turn to stone
Every time that I find a reason why
Why is it like this
In the chambers of my mind
Can't stand the way
That I can't deal
With anything inside
I'm lost inside
Inside
As my mind fades to red
Here it comes again
All the awful things I say to me
I don't wanna be my enemy
My own enemy
I don't want to keep fading into the red
Wish I could come down from off this ledge
But I gotta stay strong
Gotta keep pushing on
I don't wanna keep fading into the red
How do you escape yourself
When inside it feels like
An eternal hell
Try to run from reality
Cause I can't understand
The things around me
Cause I can't understand the things around me
I'm lost inside
Inside
As my mind fades to red
Here it comes again
All the awful things I say to me
I don't wanna be my enemy
My own enemy
I don't want to keep fading into the red
Wish I could come down from off this ledge
But I gotta stay strong
Gotta keep pushing on
I don't wanna keep fading into the red