Lonely Video (MV)

Somehow I can sit inside a crowded room alone completely
I can be on stage in front of you and feel like no one sees me
Shit-just call me-Mr lonely-throw me in a-dark place
I can feel my heart racing-nothing but the beat can free me
From the shit inside my head...insecurities
Make me wish that I was dead...cause their hurting me
Shout my name but I would bet...no one's heard of me
I perceive the status of my life as an emergency
I urgently pen shit-as if this ones the last I'll write
And once I begin it's-so likely it could last all night
Wherever the pen sits-it builds my defenses
I can't be defenseless-I think I'm running out of light
I hate this feeling...it's like someone's cut the world off
Yeah I'm quirky...but I'm surely not that hateable
And I know that on the mic my skill is undebatable
My only hope is that the songs I write are all relatable

I'm Lonely
Why am I so different
Someone tell me I don't get it
Tell me why I gotta feel so
Lonely
I've been trying hard to fit in
Every dream and every vision
Separates me just a lil mo'
I'm Lonely
Why am I so different
Someone tell me I don't get it
Tell me why I gotta feel so
Lonely
I've been trying hard to fit in
Every dream and every vision
Separates me just a lil mo'

Everybody leaves and if they don't they probly wanted to
Look into the mirror you can see what has become of you
How the f*ck you holding up-you ain't got nothing under you
Supporting you-the sky is falling-it's a f*cking wonder you
Ain't taken yourself out the game-that's what you should f*ckin' do
Life is f*ckin' painful-everybody's making fun of you
But what about your kids J-what would all your kids say?
(Get the f*ck out of my head I'm tired of thinkin this way!)
F*ck a hater...I don't care about it anymore
Let the bottle hit the floor-yeah you done been here before
Bills are pilin'-songs can't write them-selves so you begin to pour
Everything inside you out into the notebook-it's a chore
Cops are here again you hear it when the nightstick hits the door
Guess that damn eviction note was real but if you're in the morgue
Then what's the point of trying-what the f*ck would people listen for?
Just absorb the moment-cause your life hangs from a simple cord

I'm Lonely
Why am I so different
Someone tell me I don't get it
Tell me why I gotta feel so
Lonely
I've been trying hard to fit in
Every dream and every vision
Separates me just a lil mo'
I'm Lonely
Why am I so different
Someone tell me I don't get it
Tell me why I gotta feel so
Lonely
I've been trying hard to fit in
Every dream and every vision
Separates me just a lil mo'

Turn the mic off
Turn the lights off
In a tight spot
What have I got
I've got dreams I haven't chased I've got some talent and the mics hot
Notebooks full of bitching bout my situation-I thought
Skill was all I needed-never really tried the effort thing
Look at where it got me-now I'm buried under everything
No more time for settling-I gotta put my heart in it
Being all alone is just the way you get your art written
How long did you think you could make Justin an excuse?
How long did you think before you'd crumble in the booth?
How long did you numb yourself with substances abused?
How long did you think you could avoid the f*ckin' truth?
If you're lonely it's your fault-Mr it's not f*cking fair
You've been blaming everyone-you're pissed and never dared
Take responsibility-you can't just sit and stare
You're lonely cause you pushed them all away-and didn't care

I'm Lonely
Why am I so different
Someone tell me I don't get it
Tell me why I gotta feel so
Lonely
I've been trying hard to fit in
Every dream and every vision
Separates me just a lil mo'
I'm Lonely
Why am I so different
Someone tell me I don't get it
Tell me why I gotta feel so
Lonely
I've been trying hard to fit in
Every dream and every vision
Separates me just a lil mo'
Why am I so different
Someone tell me I don't get it
Tell me why I gotta feel so
Lonely
I've been trying hard to fit in
Every dream and every vision
Separates me just a lil mo'