Versus Humanity - Slow Suicide (feat. Nick Battani) Lyrics

I'ma snort two lines through the back of my face
Cocaine makes my day just a little bit better
Whatever they cut this shit with that numbs my face
Gives me relief and puts me in heaven
I'm at a three, let's crank it to seven
Nobody loves me except Ulysses and Benjamin
I'mma chop three up and roll one of my medicine
Go light the room up like I am Tesla or Edison
I'm an admitted addict, could give a damn about it
I like my trees wrapped in nicotine and chased with whiskey
I'm a sexual deviant, I gotta have it
Cause I don't get off on that basic pussy
You basic pussies can't base it pussy
Can't take it nasally and ate it, pussies
I can't feel my face, you know the way it should be
I'mma call Nadine and tell her, come and hook me up
I need a ball, gonna ball until my nose is bleeding
She can feel my balls and have a ball until we cease the eventing
Drop a tab and then we're tripping balls and f*cking until we're screaming
She sucks me off, her daddy calls, I come and then she's leaving
She's on her way, I'm watching TV, next thing you know
I'm dead asleep and then I wake up in the morning and I'm feening
I'm a joker for coke, but not Joaquin Phoenix
Overdose on the blow till it stops my breathing
Heath Ledger, this shit like Gyllenhaal's semen
The EMTs revive me as they arrive on the scene
But I don't wanna survive because the angels are singing
No point to be alive when I am spreading my wings
Leave this prison of a body and I finally feel freedom
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
When it's my time, it's my time
Slow Suicide
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
When it's my time, it's my time
Slow Suicide
Yeah, what's one more drink
I see her wiggle in the middle and I start to think
This girl drinks a lot and I really don't
I just got off Coke and been about the toke
But the little girl drinking don't want this smoke
Tonic water and Tito's finna make me choke
So I order myself a Maker's Mark and Coke
And say, f*ck the meetings, you can't make me go
Am I three years sober or two years drunk?
Buying coffee at Costco by the ten-pound trunk
I'm a pack-a-day smoker plus about five blunts
But every step I take, my brain be begging me for a bump
My mistake is saying that I'm strong I'd never be wanting
Like a f*cking junkie addict who was chasing the rush
But my ass sitting here in front of seven-Eleven
Waiting on my coke guy to show the f*ck up
I need to hit a meeting or go speak with the reverend
You'd think that he'd be faster for a couple hundred bucks
But I'm sitting here debating if I even still want it
Or I want to go home and just swallow my gun
First time I hit one was admittedly fun
First time I smoked one was a hell of a rush
Mixed with baking soda, didn't stop going up
And then I hit a chore and didn't know who I was
I didn't know who I was when I looked in the mirror
So I punched a motherf*cker out of demonic fear
He took some broken mirror glass and cut me on my ear
I guess I fell so hard that the neighbors could hear
EMTs revive me as they arrive on the scene
But I don't want to survive because the angels are singing
No point to be alive when I am spreading my wings
Leave this prison of a body and I finally get freedom
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
When it's my time, it's my time
Slow Suicide
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
When it's my time, it's my time
Slow Suicide
Can't make ends meet and I lost my friends
Half took from me, when I was chopping them up
The other half didn't want me chopping then
They left me too, now I'm on the streets
Just me and a mattress in the back of my van
Oh please, oh please, I pray for heat
What in the f*ck has happened here, Cam
Now that prick in the mirror is all that I see
Hear him holler at me to get the f*ck out the bathroom
Or they're calling the cops, I'm already in a bad mood
I don't want to snap but haven't eaten in a day or two
And I'm gonna crack this bitches skull up on the urinal
If she don't give me two seconds of peace
I don't need to pee, I need to shave and get clean
I don't give a f*ck if this damn KFC
I got a Pepsi to drink, so now the bathroom is free
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
When it's my time, it's my time
Slow Suicide
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
You can't save me
If I don't want to be saved
When it's my time, it's my time
Slow Suicide